by Tony Barnstone & Don Mee Choi

Don Mee Choi & Tony Barnstone do not know each other. They composed and submitted these pieces independently of each other.

The Dummy’s Artist
     A man was snoring one night, when the ghost of an old poet flew into his nostrils and up into his brain. His fingers skittering across the sheets were the pointer on an Ouija board, spelling out extraordinary dreams. All day long, he said the most beautiful things, jaw hinging up and down like a ventriloquist’s dummy.
     He went to visit his friend the printmaker, who had inked a corpse and was running it through his machine, printing onto a roll of butcher paper. “Watch this ” He cried. “It will be the ultimate fidelity to the dead.” He printed impression after impression on the roll of paper, each a perfect likeness, though the corpse itself was considerably flattened in the process. As it turns out, this was the corpse of his twin brother, the poet, whose spirit just last night had abandoned his body, rising through the roof and clapping hands for joy.
     “You have reproduced yourself, which is the goal of all life,” said the man. “I am very impressed. But I am like a bubble in glass. Everything is refracted as it passes through me.” And with a wisp of white smoke, the spirit escaped his nostrils again, dispersing into air.
     “Yes,” the artist replied, “this is my finest work.” And stowing his blotched and flattened brother’s corpse in a glass refrigerator he shipped it off to the Museum of Modern Art, where it was the hit of the season. His title for it was “The Spirit of Poetry.”
White Noise
     A man was speaking to his brother, who sat at the other end of a long table. Above them, hanging in the center of the ceiling, was an air conditioner, chugging away noisily as the two men ate. “Would you pass the salt?” One brother asked. The second replied aggressively, “What’s my blasted fault?” “No, the salt, the salt ” The first brother said. “Ah, you’re always blaming me for something,” the other replied.
     At that moment, a tiny red devil, complete with pitchfork and batwings, flew out of his mouth, circled twice around the food, and was sucked into the intake valve of the air conditioner. “My God, did you see that?” the first one yelled. “No, I didn’t free a bat. I think I’ve lost my devil, and you know once they leave they’re so hard to get back.”
     At this point a creature dropped out of the air-conditioner’s vent, covered with white frost, and thudded down to the table. Marvelously, it was shorn of horns and tail, and the batwings had grown a downy set of white feathers, like a bald eagle’s wings. With a swift move, the first brother clapped a glass down on the table, trapping the newborn angel inside. “You can catch ‘em with the glass assault,” he claimed, proudly.
     “Certainly, I will,” his brother replied with a smile, and passed him the salt.

The Ghost
     There was a man who managed a photocopy store, maintaining the rows of identical copying machines. He tried to take special care of his customers, priding himself that they could count on copies that would seem the same even under the unsparing eye of an electron microscope. But the store itself was a franchise store of a chain that had metasticized in mini-malls across the States and Western countries, with the same decor, the same machines, the same internal layout, and the same customer service script from the mini-mall in Ayacucho in the jungles of Venezuela by the Orinoco River to the great Italian village style outdoor walking mall of Fashion Island in Newport Beach, California.
     When in a performance review, his managers found out that he had deviated from the script, working with each customer for hours if necessary and using reams of extra paper and toner in search of the perfect copy, he was summarily fired from his job. But as manager, he had the keys to the place, and for some months he had surreptitiously been living in the storeroom, sponge-bathing himself in the bathroom sink, eating sandwiches and sodas from the mini-fridge in the concession area. Now, instead of moving out, he padlocked the door from the inside, drew the blinds shut, and set out on the great experiment he had been cooking up in his lonely nights beneath the storeroom’s hanging bare bulb.
     He linked all of the machines together into one, copiers, fax machines, the passport photo booth, and walked into the passport photo booth, drawing the curtain behind him like a customer at an XXX peep show, or like a citizen entering a voting booth. Instantly, the machines began to copy him, generation after generation of copies, copies upon copies, versions of him ghosting through the wires and the circuitry with a whir and a spark and the acrid smell of burnt flesh.
When the police broke in some days later, he was gone, but now his phantom image began to appear like a watermark in the paper of copy machines throughout the chain. The customers complained, of course, about the bearded figure who stared at them from reproductions of their tax forms and divorce papers like a wild Rasputin, but nothing could be done. He had become the flaw in the glass distorting the light, the recessive gene subverting the chromosome.
California Burns
     A Sunday at the breakfast table and my crazy roommate is talking to her crazy cat, a great grey ball of claws named Fang who likes to settle in your lap, purring and nuzzling your wrist—and then like old paint cans and rags left in the garage spontaneously ignite and with a throaty yowl spin and scream and leap from sofa to table to mantle across the room, to end up hanging from the curtains near the ceiling, looking over his shoulder innocently, as if to say What? What is it?
     This Sunday what it is outside the window is not cats but fire, fire bounding through the grass and up the eucalyptus trees, each tree a torch that lights the next so that it relays itself across the landscape and into the neighborhoods in the hills above our house. We could have burned to death in our sleep, my roommate says, then brightly asks if I will drive her and the other roommates out to see the flames. So we pack up and drive up Broadway to the park, where people have gathered to watch the blazes pouring through the valley and leaping over the freeway towards us, yellow nebulas in the sky.
     A bright high voice says, “Mommy, is our house going to burn down again?” —and the stunned crowd wakes up and scatters to their cars as the flames spring forward. The sun is a fat red planet through the clouds overhead. People stand on the porches watching, or start to run. When we get home, my roommates pack their things and flee, while I climb on the roof with the hose and begin watering down the house, watching the fire roll towards me down the hills and into the cemetery.
     But the wind shifts so that other peoples’ houses burn, and I stand on the roof with the limp hose, watching. Later, the houses are gone, but the chimneys remain. Where lemonade stands stood white ash sifts in the trickling breeze, a red semi flame-peeled to burnished steel and rust, a bathtub stands on claw feet in black stubble.
     That night while I slept, the world stripped down to its fine black bones. My fingers pawed the dark earth. In the morning I was still drunk, scrabbling through fragments of dream, a clutch of roses, a smear of feathers, as if through evidence of the crime. I drank strong tea that didn't clear my head, and watched ants and cockroaches shifting in the kitchen until even my body's fallen hair created a monstrous sign in the sink. And in the new morning, bare feet on wood floors, breakfast-scrounging and blowing ash off the newspaper, the damn cat wouldn’t stop yowling, watching me with small flames in his eyes.
     A few weeks later, I talk to a friend, a Chinese-American novelist, who rode down out of the burning hills on the handlebars of a young man’s bicycle. “Wait, my house is on fire,” she had said, “and my novel is in there.” It was the novel she had worked on for over ten years, no other copies, but the young man didn’t understand. “Don’t worry,” he said, “they’re only things,” and as they wheeled away from the fire she tried to remember what William Carlos Williams once wrote: was it, no ideas but in things, or was it, no things but in ideas? What was it? Ideas? Things? Things? Ideas? What was it that mattered?
What I Want to Know Is
     “...why write to begin with.” This was in the car, on the concrete arc of the freeway on-ramp, driving to see an old friend of hers, a feminist who had in graduate school disparaged marriage and family as heterosexist institutions, but then suddenly met a man, got pregnant and married and dropped out of school. Well, he said, you might say we write to create something beautiful, but on the other hand, the ugliest things in the world have a beauty particular to themselves.
     They were passing through the city on an elevated freeway, able to see just high buildings and the shifting tops of palm trees scrubbing at the smoggy sky.
     Yes, but what’s the use of something beautiful? she asked.
 Well, he said, it’s complicated. What’s the use of writing something useful? In the past, one could say that one wrote to create something good and useful, but these days the idea of writing to proselytize is out.
     Yes, but why do you write? she asked. This was in her small, hot apartment, as she stood in the bathroom, brushing her teeth. He was lying on the bed, hands behind his head, and gazing at her reflection in the mirror.
     Well, he said, I don’t think poetry will live forever, but I do think of it as a way of knowing. They are mirrors I hold up to myself so I can see what I am before I die. They are small packages containing my best thoughts, and I think of giving them to the world as gifts. Maybe they will help somebody else, speed up their journey a little bit.
     Yes, but..., she said.
By the Desultory Slut
     When he first read in the obituary section that he was dead, the famous author was at first amused and flattered. They love me so much, he thought, they have imagined me dead because they fear the loss of my genius above all else. So he put on his porkpie hat, neatly combed his goatee to a waxed point, and sauntered out of his flat to attend his own funeral. How literary, he thought, like Huck Finn, and Everyone will be weeping.
     He was disturbed, however, when he found that the funeral home was in a bad section of town, next to a tattoo parlor named The Desultory Slut. He walked in past the unmanned front desk, to a back room of frayed velvet and gilt columns, where his coffin was on display, a faux mahogany monstrosity with painted pewter handles. The only people in attendance were four young professors from the local college, with leather patches on the elbows of their ill-fitting tweed jackets and lean cruel faces of foxes and rats. He recognized one of them, a gangly fellow with a pimply face who had shaken his hand after his last reading and reverently asked for his signature.
     Do you have one of my books to sign? the author had asked.
Oh, no, the young professor had cried, baring his hairless chest, can you please sign here?
     Now the pimply fellow was sitting in a pew, whispering loudly to his neighbor, Isn’t it great, he said, The old bastard finally kicked.
     His neighbor nodded silently.
     Deeply disturbed, but well aware of the dramatic potential of the moment, the author took this as his cue to step boldly into the room, with a loud Ta Daaa!
     For some reason, the professors ignored him, and continued their whispering.
     For a moment, he was afflicted with a strange vertigo, and stood like a clay golem, without a will of his own. Then a sudden rage took him, and the author snapped out of the spell and strode to the front of the room waving his arms, Wait! I’m not dead at all! Here I am. It was all a mistake, he cried.
     But the professors did not see him. In fact one walked right through him, as if he were merely a ghost or spirit, and rushed up to the coffin. Do you realize what this means, the professor cried, this means we’re free and he grabbed the body in the coffin and dragged him to the floor. The shocked author saw in the body his own likeness, lips and cheeks rouged into a grotesque semblance of life.
     He’s dead, he’s dead! Our enemy is finally dead! they chanted in a frenzy and the professors began trampling on the corpse, weeping with joy and relief.

—Tony Barnstone

Diary of a Translator 1


A system without translation is called I-no-system.  While MSG, a natural seasoning derived from soybeans, attempts to become the moon, a child nibbles on green onions. “Not yet, not yet,” shouted I-no-system.  The skin of translation, neither pink nor grey, stared at the clock of theory.  Nothing happened to MSG, and I-no-system cradled the child into oblivion. Therefore, the moon remained as the moon.





Diary of a Translator 2


As the child grew, the moon waned. I-no-system nibbled on green onions and became suicidal.  MSG, the clock, and the skin were strictly carnivorous and plotted a denial of home.  MSG fell into a temporary melancholia. “What theory?” the clock chimed every hour. And the skin became anti-itself. Lips of home amassed internally. “Cyanide smells like almonds,” shouted I-no-system. The child drifted from nation to nation.    The moon arose distance after distance.          





Diary of a Translator 3


“Loneliness is a fine thing,” said the clock. The child had no reply. The moon replied instead. “What is truly fine? The stars around me, galaxies of them, mute lumps of darkness.  I-no-system, who will translate you?  Childless and empty like madness.” I-no-system used a plastic shovel to scoop up the lips above, pretending to be sane and homesick.  “I shall return!” it declared.  Finally the child spoke. “What is truly home? I am here but I remember there.”





Diary of a Translator 4


“I am always here,” said MSG.  “And I am the most celebrated image of home. Have me, be like me. Without theory, without the moon.  Forget home.  Here is plentiful.” It was one in the morning.  “What cyanide?” chimed the clock. I-no-system decided on carbon monoxide instead.  It was odorless. It was not televised. It was documented by the unknown lips. The moon wept behind the cloud.  The child said to the stars: “Detachment is painful, so is madness. Home is a system of longing, and suicide is a system of exile.  Neither is bloodless.”





Diary of a Translator 5


The clock had a different response:  The clock is mad. Who’s mad? The clock is mad. Decolonize madness!  Speak English! Only nation! Translation is occupied. Who is colonial? Mad, mad, mad! It is one in the morning.  The clock is mad.  Did I say theorize or colonize?  It is one in the morning.  Let the moon piss by itself.  Undo madness. Undo English.  Mad, mad, mad! Colonial madness, you translate supreme.     It is one in the morning.  Dick talk, dick talk.  No, English only! Nation only!  Do you speak English? Thank you. The clock is mad.  Thank you. It is one in the morning. Thank you. Theorize me, colonize me. Thank you. The clock is mad.  Dear Father, Dear Mother, Dear English speaking Ladies and Gentlemen.                





Diary of a Translator 6


In winter the child’s mother took a taxi to the peak of the mountain.  She looked for camellia blossoms while the child dreamt in English. Sparrows chirped loudly outside the tall apartment building.  Why do sparrows cry? asked the child.  Mother replied, They always cry before sleep.  In winter the child cleaned windows for Mother with crumpled South China Morning Post and Windex.  The less humid air made the child homesick.   In school the child read Auden and Eliot, then failed O level English. In another school across the Pacific Ocean, the child listened to Paz, Milosz, Brodsky, Sarton, Levertov. Read Emily the most. Across the ocean, sparrows looked for camellias to sleep on, but they only found prickly sage.  In winter sparrows cried.         





Diary of a Translator 7


Talk egg! chimed the clock.  Time to wake up from dreams and sparrows!  I am already translated, said MSG as it awoke. Egg off! clock replied.  Egg did talk egg talk. Talk egg! chimed the clock.  Egg did.  Long time ago, the moon laid an egg, which became an occupied egg, war egg, then a neo-occupied egg.  The moon’s egg was a doubled egg.  Egg and egg, a divided egg. History and memory fed egg.  Not a hollow egg.  Not a nation’s egg.  Egg did talk egg talk!  Egg did.  Egg off!  Empire must go!


—Don Mee Choi